Squander quality times

Today as being not an common day of school and going under cloudy day too..Yeap,is it still undergoing public holiday with conjunction to the Hari Raya Festival,but I couldn't been expressed ''full leisure times hanging out with my buddies.According to my awareness in my mind.I will be worn out a day of morning till evening..so I sweared never been rest up at this and never ever.Several day breaking off of my friend who headed hometown ''Kuantan'' from ''Kuala Lumpur'' yesterday as long as no meet each other already,We decide invited him as next week to join us at tea times,Ceased dreaming promptly as added by my both parents ..they strongly protest let me to joining with them , nevertheless scolding me too''You re' yet to become a moneymaker so, don't too simply waste the money out who with several your personality dating.I deeply hatred of myself..why I felt my own have a mainly different with other teenagers who also been disregard their commitment involved from their parents and also rely enough to them too.Hey,why I didn't resemble to these children such like that?Or maybe my family was poverty?Thought it properly by myself..and questioned to myself ..Finally,I was conscious which how to get the truth answer to fill it the blank and started accept my mom advised...Hereby really understood for why..I should take a main focus to my study as well as soon ..not just thought problem of regarding that..Besides that I attempted reliant of strive to pursued anythings or dream you want,It would be get a fabulous rewards at the end of hardships which you been.Do you agree that too?